fear of losing
fear of chasing
fear of thinking
that things after all may go in the best possible way
that it is not all doomed
that names numbers people places songs and lines do change our lives
not always in the positive sense
fear of being worried again
fear of what is going to be next
fear of knowing already what is going to be next
being again too rational
too impartial
too little serious
too much obsessed with the idea of pleasing
FEAR of feeling again the same void
fear of avoiding the shining side of life
in the name of the gloomy one
and
meanwhile
hatred
anger
sickness and tiredness of being told
screwed
advised
judged
observed
fear of being damned to fame again
or simply fear of being fair
and fuck up the whole world
